Sunday, February 12, 2006

Journal from the Dregs

[The thoughts and opinions of Kale FyreStormNyte]

Beginnings

Perhaps I could have returned to the Vampires of Light once the First Change had occured, even after mother had taken Ciani and I away - at least the Death Stalkers accepted me as I was. Not quite the Abomination of a union forbidden, but definitely worse than the Metis result of the taboo union between two Garou. I cannot settle in with mother's pack. As the offspring of Garou and Bastet, I am placed on a rung below the Garou Metis. Those of mother's pack may be related to me by blood, though few of them would probablly admit to that, but those aunts and cousins are pure bloods, Lupus Garou. Even among blood kin I would have been an outcast, especially once the Silver Fang came to power. Those blue bloods really think they're something - a sorry lot of arrogant would be kings is what they are. No, It was better to skulk off into the city than to remain in the pack, afterall there would be Bone Gnawers there, this I knew. They were not easy to find, but a Garou knows a Garou when he finds one - a nice little sense that helps to keep the Delirium down if ya know what I mean.

Journal of a Loner

[The thoughts and opinions of Ciani FyreStormNyte]

Into Existance

Are we worse than the Abomination, my brother and I? The result of a union between a Garou and a Bastet? And what's more is that we were born in a house of Vampires... The Vampires of Light, not all were denizens of the night, there were others as well; fae, elf, dwarf, changlings, shapeshifters, canine, feline, dragon, even human. The list goes on and on. Kale and I were raised there for a small portion of our lives, before father vanished and mother turned to only her wolven kin. And what of my father? What did he give me other than life? Nothing. Nothing, he left me to figure out the life of a Bastet, of a Balam, on my own. My mother, being a Garou could help me cope with the change, but could teach me nothing of Balam ways or life.